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Wednesday (062806) - We had our CEM (diagnostic test) in Math, Science, and English. We were all sleepy that time. Grabe, kaya nag-ingay na lang kami. After that, Ms. Fronteras told us na sabi daw nila na ang ingay namin. But then, yung proctor naman namin, SUPER NR, as in walang pakialam, kaya feeling namin ok lang. Kaya yun, hindi nagalit sa 'min si ms. :) tinay. (: Today was a so-so day. :) tinay. (: Kahapon ay Biyernes, muli, isang napakasayang araw. YEY. tinay. (: It was almost two weeks ago since I made my last entry. Ok, I need to update it. (: tinay. (: Classes started off. Another year to rise and fall, to make or break. I feel tired, but then I need to start ending my freshman year...and end my wait being a sophomore. Time has come. I woke up. tinay. (: tinay. (: I'm lost. I must be falling. Yet I'm weak. Of the fourteen years I've been existing in this God-created place... tinay. (:
Friday, June 30, 2006
I discovered that Ms. Limbauan is SUPERRRR BAET!
THE STORY...
I stayed late because of the English Campaign Practice. It was already 6pm when I, with Hedda, went out of Gate 1. Habang naghihintay kami ni hedda ng jeep, sina Ms. Limbauan at Ms. Fronteras ay pauwi na rin. And so, may dumaan na jeep, huminto kahit di namin pinara. Patawid pa lang nun si Ms. Limbauan, sumigaw siya, "HEDDA! Hintayin niyo ko!" Yun, sumakay na kaming tatlo sa jeep.Nakipagkwentuhan sa 'min si ms., tinanong niya san ko daw nabili yung bag ko...san kami nakatira...etc(: When she found out what street I am living, she was kinda surprised coz her clan is living there daw. And I was thinking then, "Hala, baka kamag-anak ko si ms.!" She also asked magkano daw pamasahe ko, I said P36 pauwi. Nagulat siya. Kaya tinuruan niya ko ng ibang way na mas mura.AT sabay kami sa tricycle. clap clap. First ride: Jeep, P6, nilibre ako ni ms. Second ride: tricycle, P15, sabay kami and siya lang nagbayad, libre niya ko. Third ride: jeep ulit ako, naglakad si ms. coz malapit na lang siya dun. (: Fourth: ako naman naglakad.
Grabe, I only spent P6 that time. And she said pa na sabay daw ulit kami the next day. clap clap. :)
Hindi lang yun, tumawag sa'kin si Dhanika kasi kinukulit siya ni ms. na tawagan daw ako, baka naligaw daw ako, or baka hindi daw ako nakauwi, etc. Ms. Limbauan also called Hera na tawagan din ako. And she texted Marga pa to ask me kung safe daw ba ko. :)
Grabe ang baittt. Love na love ko na siya. :)
THE END...
Thursday (062906) - HAPPY BIRTHDAY GELINE! At sa naconfiscate mong spag, :)
CAE: We alotted one period to make the decorations for the English Campaign.
Math: Quiz. Grabe, nawala sa isip ko na may quiz, and so wala talaga akong review. Nahirapan ako. :(
CAF, triple period: Saya!! Paos si Ms. Gino kaya postponed and test! Yey! Discussion. SAYA!! Kasi nagpapatawa si Ms. and yung mga classmates ko, :))
SocSci: SAYA ulit!!! Nagcomputer game kami sa CAI room. Partner ko si Hera since it's by class number. We challenged Kath and Haze & Tris and Leanne. We won twice! Walang talo! Eh sugal yun,pustahan kasi kami, kaya kami ni Hera, nakakuha ng P40! Yey!
Sci: Quiz. I didn't have the time to review. Kaya satisfied ako dun sa result. (PS: It's okay for me to get low grades sa quizzes if i know na I didn't prepare for it.)
Hedda, Andie, Bea, I, and other ii6 went home at 6:15pm na coz we helped the teachers in decorating the stage.
Friday (063006) - English Campaign and Our First PALIHAN Session!
Wow. Success ang jingle presentation namin. clap clap. Sulit ang hirap! I guess our second year teachers, especially the English area, were so happy about that. cheers!
PALIHAN: We had two games, a docu viewing, discussion, and prayer service. :) HAPPY. :) I love Ms. Fronteras today, bagay ang eyeglasses niya sa kanya. :) Kewl.
PS: I wasn't able to pass for Theresian Mag. I really want to, but it's really okay coz I know that I just discovered lately that I can write. I'm just in the first stage kaya hindi pa siguro ako bagay dun. :) Yeah. clap clap.
4:54 PM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
At first, I and others who care were very disappointed about a certain happening. We were really shocked about what we heard and it was like we were carrying the world on our shoulders. (exagge?) HAHA.
CAF period. Good. Bumabawi. I think that what we did is way better than saying sorry. :) (This has nothing to do with what I said earlier.)
After dismissal, I, Kat, Hedda, and Tris were sharing stories mostly about the reputation of our class. Disappointment, once again. :(
After that conversation, Tris and I immediately went at the Basement for the English Campaign Practice. I was not really singing because many things bother me. After a while, Ms. Fronteras came and we approached her. It's like we were able to breathe smoothly again after that long conversation with her. Oh, I was with Hedda, Tris, and Kat then. :) I find her really interesting.
6:20 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Ako at sina Hera, Tris, Cay, Borj, Ericka, Dhanika, Cahta, Nicole, Andie at Hedda ay pumunta sa Mcdo Retiro. Ayos. Isang pagsasama ng dalawang grupo. Sinakop namin ang tatlong kainan sa ikalawang palapag. Ok, good.
Nag-order na kami. Tila masagana kami kaya't ang daming pagkain. Ayos. Kainan na. Malapit nga pala kami sa isang malaking aircon na sumasabay sa pagbuhos ng ulan. Sa madaling salita, may tumatalsik na patak ng tubig mula sa aircon na yun. HAHAHA. At ang nakakatawa dun, c Hera, nagpayong. Ang saya, ang dami naming pinagkuwentuhan.
Oo nga pala, salamat kay Erika Carreon dahil binigyan niya ako ng french fries...french fries na pinagsaluhan naming lahat habang umoorder kami...french fries na nabitawan ko at nahulog...french fries na iniwan ko katabi ng lalagyan ng mga straw. Ang hyper namin. Pagsamahin mo ba naman sina Hera, Dhanika at Hedda. Kami ang pinakamaingay. Pinagtitinginan na nga kami ng ibang tersyana dun. Bat ba? HAHAHA.
Napaguspan ang mga kinaiinisan namin, ang opinyon namin tungkol sa mga guro, mga tsismis, at iba pa. Saya. Umalis kami sa Mcdo, 4:45pm. :)
Nagjeep kami nina Hedda at Andie hanggang E.Rod. Sabay kami sa tricycle ni Andie. Hinatid muna siya sa bahay nila at dumiretso na sa bahay namin. Salamat sa mabait na tricycle driver dahil siningil lamang kami ng P55. HAHAHA. Dahil kung pagsasamahin ang pamasahe namin ni Andie, P70 lahat iyon. Tipid kami ng P15. AYOS!
Flashback tayo. Nung naghahanda na kaming umuwi, sabi nila, "Ano ba yan, wag muna tayong umuwi, ang saya saya natin dito,". Hirit ni Hedda ang isang quote, "Every happiness ends."
BOW. (:
10:14 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
During my first days of being a second year, everything was not fine. Really not fine. I and my peers had problems. For three consecutive days, there was no time I didn't cry. Mixed emotions, as it is called. Maybe those tears don't just mean friendship problems, but also other personal things.
And so I thought that it won't be a good start. But I tell you, I realized I was wrong.
First, I and my peers became more open to each other. It's like we learn from our own mistakes. Each of us had this line of, "Sa wakas, nakahinga na din ako.", after the open forum we had.
Second, I'm really so proud of myself that I have been improving my recitation skill - if that is to be called a skill.
Third, I was elected vice-president. I really am so happy to be in that position. It's not that I hate being a president already, but because I want to have some rest. You know, if I would still be a class president this year, it would be my 6th year.
Fourth, I can't believe that I had the guts to audition for Theresian Mag writer. I did it. I mean, we. I was with Tristel. You guys know that I really don't grab opportunities. But I guess it's time for me to get out of my shell.
Fifth, we chose our SEG. Ours is Debate. Take note, SEG ONLY. It's good that 20 percent of our class chose that SEG, mostly because of the facilitators. Mrs. dela Cruz, and our very own, Ms. Fronteras. We do love her. :)
Sixth, oh, you should know, I improved my study habits! I don't use my cellphone anymore. I make use of the Internet only when I don't have any assignment. Yet I still don't review for quizzes. It's unintentional, it's really because I'm a sleepyhead. And everytime I open my notebook, after a minute or two, I would just realize when I wake up that I just slept with my notebook on my face. :)
Seventh, I really am happy. A very good start. :)
Again, I tell you, Ms. Fronteras is our adviser, and we're so lucky. I really do love her, we really do love her! :) And I hope she loves us too. :)
Hahaha. Smile. It's a choice!
7:41 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Honestly, I felt nervous. Not anymore excited. Nervous for another set of problems. Another set of requirements. Another set of teachers-to-be-criticized. Nervous to commute. And so I reached our classroom. My classmates welcomed me. Borj was suprised because she thought I transferred. Cay gave me a hug. Anne was there, and said, "I miss you!". Hera, Haze, and Tris came close to me, and as usual, made me laugh. Ikay came close too. We had our usual morning conversation when we were in first year.
The bell rang. Time to line up.
And finally we saw the shadow of our adviser. She was Ms. Fronteras, a beautiful one, dresses well, but looks mataray. We went to the Covered Court to welcome the new batch of freshmen. A short prayer service after. TSC presentation. Introduction of the teaching and non-teaching personnel. And the usual speeches from the administrators. Had our recess. And met with our adviser again. She had a GREAT introduction of herself, of STC being pro-active, and of what she expects from us. She spoke well. She's good, although she barely smiles. I find her mysterious. :) She asked me to assign the monitors and prayer leader, to be the last to go out of the classroom always, to ask my classmates to choose their own lockers and to go to her before I go home.
The bell rang...
Computer periods. We were happy to have Sir Estrellado again. As usual, it was a hundred-minute-fun. He gave us the chance to ask anything to him, even personal questions. So we did, and he answers.
The bell rang...
TLE period. Another school year with Ms. Balonkita. I didn't complain or did an annoying look that she is our teacher. I have a reason - it's because I do like her. You may scratch your head, but it's true. She has a good tongue to speak well. She lectures in detail. She shares her own life story teary-eyed. She's not an artificial one. She is she.
The bell rang...
We met our co-adviser and Science teacher, Mrs. Tilaon. She jokes, we laugh. She presented the topics we will discuss. She gave two assignments for Friday. And that was spent within a hundred minute.
The bell rang...
And it meant, dismissal time. My father fetched me, to teach me how to commute. We rode the jeepney, there were five high school teachers there, including Ms. Limbauan and Sir Estrellado. It's as if there were the only ones in that jeepney. Kakaiba talaga si Ms. Limbauan! HAHA! After that ride, we had the tricycle.
And that was it. My very first day of being a second year, section six student. And I was able to accomplish everything Ms. Fronteras asked me to. Seventh of June, year of the Lord, two thousand six.
2:02 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
One Senseless Entry
Alam niyo ba?
...na mula noong nagkaroon ako ng tamang pag-iisip, inakala ko na ang magna cum laude ang pinkamataas na digring nakukuha ng isang mag-aaral sa kanyang pagtatapos sa kolehiyo.
Buwan ng Abril nang may nagsabi sa 'kin na summa cum laude ang pinakamataas. HINDI AKO NANIWALA. Pano ba naman ako maniniwala kung lahat ng tao sa paligid ko ay salungat dito.
Buwan ng Mayo ay nagkaron kami ng pagtatalo ng pinsan ko. Siya - magna cum laude. Ako - (na nung oras na yun ay naniniwala sa pagiging superior ng summa cum laude kahit may pagdududa pa rin) summa cum laude.
Ngayong araw na ito, sinaliksik ko ito.
At ang resulta...CLICK!
Hindi ako nakuntento. Muli akong nagsaliksik.
At ang resulta...CLICK!
Sa madaling salita, SUMMA CUM LAUDE!
7:08 PM
There were times when I felt lost...
And I have nobody to look for me...
I have nobody to help searching my helpless soul...
There were times when I have no one to hold on...
And I have nobody to reach my hand...
I have nobody to console my feeble and worn-out heart...
There were times when I seem vulnerable, really am I...
And I have nobody to give the strength I need to face the sunshine...
I have nobody to help face my own fears 'til the next sunset...
I'm lost. I must be falling. Yet I'm weak.
...I have nobody.
I know. I have nobody.
I do know also, that God's name, must be NOBODY.
5:56 PM