happiness is a choice.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

This might be my last post for this blog. New blog, coming soon. Watch out. Ha-ha.
Yesterday evening, I had a very sensible chat with Ikay. You know her? She was my best friend. Well I thought she was, but I realized she is still my best friend. In all honesty, I forgot how everything came to be like this, not until she refreshed my memories. And the next conversations were so funny. We realized how stupid we are for believing in our own "akala" without clearing each other first. We realized how our friendship was ruined by a shallow and another stupid chat. We ended laughing at our own stupidity.
But then there was also the other side of the chat, which was, of course, the "drama" side. I asked her, "Pano mo ba masasabi na best friend mo ang isang tao?". She answered me with a reason or two. Then again, I realized, "Eh di ikaw yun!". So that was it, the other parts of the chat would be kept between the two of us.
"You would only realize the worth of a person when she's gone" - Yes, there would be times you would get to compare your life with that person, and how you are still living (or should I say, dying?) wihout her. More often than not, in her presence, everything would just be "routinary" to you - that she's always there. Nothing more. Sometimes, with all uncontentment, you would try to look for other persons who you think could replace her. But no. Not until she's gone. When the time comes, you would get to realize that it is still different to be with her or to have her. Then, you would blame yourself for letting her go. And would hope that your paths will meet again...someday.
Iba pa rin 'pag orig! Ha-ha!
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I have not been upadting this blog anymore since I'm really planning to have a new blog and another thing is that I was sick during the whole vacation and was confined in the hospital for eight days.
It was the 4th day of January when, in the Emergency Room, the doctor uttered, "I-admit na po natin siya." So I was brought to my room (307) after my xray. That xray revealed that I have bronchopneumonia with pneumatocoele. "Pneumatocoele" is really dangerous and two very expensive 7-day antibiotics were needed to stop it from infecting my blood.
Not just that, I got high fever (39-40 degrees) that won't go down even if I'm taking Paracetamol every four hours. I also had a terrible cough, which I already have for three months. The last would be my asthma which was just cured last Monday.
But, with all mercy from above, 11th of January I was able to go home, but still, having my continuous intake of medicines.
Thank God.
A heartfelt gratitude to all those who gave time to visit me in the hospital. Hera, Hedda, Dhanika, Kat, Ashley, Manuel, Tristel and Hazel, Tito Liit and family, Tita Icay and Tito Dennis, Tito Lake, Tita Alma, Ninang Beck, Ate Ligaya and Ate Bebe (also our neighbors), Tita Chang and husband, Tita Lani and husband.
Thank you to those who weren't able to visit but still showed so much concern. Kwik, Andie, Joh, Ikay, Pamie and her mother, Erika, Gemeile, the whole class of ii6, Ilena, Rona, STC Co-parents, Ate Lyn, Ate Princess, Maristians, Ms. Fronteras, Ms. Garcia, Ms. Tilaon.
My most gratitude to Ashley's grandmother, BSD, Tita Mai, Tita Icay, Nanay (Lola), and my parents.
Sorry to those I haven't mentioned. Thank you SO MUCH.
I love you all!
For ii6, I realized our section is still a class to be proud of. NO TO RESHUFFLING!

tinay. (:
6:19 PM